Needing something

It feels like there's something missing in my life. Maybe its the happiness of a happy family, the affections of someone else. Or maybe its me missing the picture of life. Maybe that's what am missing. The big pic of life is what am missing and am been so blind worrying about other things that didn't matter like clothes,shoes, or boys. I was so focus on that stuff that i never got to see what the world was really like. helping the people that need it or doing something good cause you know it would help not because you have too someone told you too. And i think that's something i what to do and kinda help the world.